Because I got a meeting of my department Yesterday,  I didn’t catch your call.

New semester doesn’t give me small slices of time.

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 Nowadays we face the difficulty of economical, ecological and  emotional problem.

First, economical problem is frequent fluctuation of stock market, prices of life essential products because of oil prices elevation world wide, especially ag-flation(?) such as grain shock in Korea.

Second, ecological issue is not only temperature elevation because of  green house effect but also oil spill of Tae-an in Korea.

Third, citizen’s anxiety had become larger and larger after burning of national treasure, falling down of airplane as well as first and second problems.

President Lee took a very heavy work to do during his term of office.

Originally, I like him because his strategies and tactics as well as his vigorous will.

But I didn’t give a poll.  I forgave my authority at that time.

I clapped and applauded when he became a president.

My people did that also.

His fault or rumor such as embezzlement is not important to Koreans who have experienced fatal economic difficulties. Trust is  most important requirement for public official, especially for chief person of a nation. Even though many people want him to save us from hell of economy. So do I.

I have a big ear, so my opinion is made of many people around me. Dominant my thought is he can do rescuing us, though.

What a defication!!

Already, I didn’t left memo for two days in this blog.

 I usually feel stress not doing what I got to do, so now I feel stress because of omiting my homework.

Tomorrow we’ll start new semester in 2008.

I also feel the burden for new students’ class who didn’t know the Nursing.

How do I explain the broad scope of nursing?

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Yesterday, one of my best friends got married.

I didn’t know that I was very sad.

Even though her mother and she seemed very happy, I and another friend of mind were surrounded by emotion of loneliness.

That is not a malice or something like that.

That is a heartbreaking what we won’t have our only time with earness.

I feel the emotion such as losing someone who I love for a long time.

Does she know my mind? Does anyone know that?

Even if it might be a clumsy excuses, I would like to explain the reason….

Main reason of my poor English should be a time shortage and my obsessive character. In my teenage, I had an insufficient time to study English or to express myself  using English etc. because of another subjects.  Furthermore my  score of many subjects fell down to the base, I was in really panic status. So, there wasn’t any calmness … After entering the university, I took over 180 credits during 4 years.  I read an analysis of Toeic test score according to occupation today,  which denoted that the employees’ score of medical and nursing department  was very very poor. That meant healthcare provider couldn’t spend time to study English….

To make matters worse, the characteristics of my character is a little passive. So, I don’t like speaking with someone until they talk to me something.  Today, I had a lunch with my coworkers in my college . I didn’t talk with any other people at that time even though it was a Korean. 

 Finally, my age is too old to study English. Sometimes I got a words stuck in my head, if it is English or not. If I intended to talk about something, I didn’t speak any thing because many words were right on the tip of my tongue. I always remember many words and sentences in a day, but forget more words and sentences…

 So, I just study hard English without anticipation of improving my English. Fluent English is a big issue or last goal of my children.

Furthermore, it was really misery to me…

 I didn’t want to say the reason… but I made a plan to get to target point because of my distress…..

 Anyway…..today’s my free theme to write down is as follows: 

Someone asked me what do you think is the best way to find a job? why? give reasons or example to support my opinion…

I don’t know the best way to find a job very well.  But because I had an experience to change my job by myself, I could firmly say the relatively good method to search for the job.

 The relatively good way that I think consist of two kinds of process. First of them is to search for the internet web site. There are many formal information about a job’s own information such as condition of working, payment, environment as well as institution’s basic information as address, telephone number and so on.  Formal situation of the job is very important for you to do the job for a long time with satisfaction. Second is to hear of evaluation which is come out of their employee  or other people having a relationship with the job. Second is a process of getting an informal information, which is an another component of maintaining the job such as job satisfaction, organizational commitment, intention to stay. But be careful of validating the people’s evaluation at this stage, because these information would be a subjective data. So many people throw a negative rumor to the air owing to their individual bad emotion about the job. Therefore if you contact any kinds of information as formal or informal, you always think about you applying for the job 1 weeks all day long at least. And request some advice from your resource person.